lonely.

I feel like I've lost my boyfriend. And my best friend. Maybe its because they abandoned me. :( I don't know, I freaking felt lonely today. And it felt like both of them didn't want to talk to me at all. And they were the most important.

Everybody asked me where's Daryl, and it sucks to tell them 'oh, he's already at home.' Urgh, how am I supposed to answer a question like 'huh I thought he always wait for you one.' Eh like wtf I know meh. :/

I walked from school all the way to montfort mac there to take bus. The way from the coffeeshop, not the back of the school. I still remember you pulling me along so ever quickly that we lost Jiahui and Franklin, telling me to trust you to get me there on time.

You know what, I did trust you. And I trusted you all these while. That's why I'm okay even if you haven't spent time with me in weeks.

Our 100hour rule? I think we should remove it, really. You need more time to yourself now, and I shouldn't force you. I don't like to force you.

I just want you to feel happy. All the time. :)

PS/Today Franklin(while sitting with Jiahui, Claudia and Yongsheng) laughed at me cause Daryl went home without me. I'm not talking to him ever again. I swear.

The way C&Y said bye to me made me feel so alone and pitiful somehow. o:

PPS/ Tmrw got Geog test but I going for tuition OH-EM-GEE.