mistakes can never be undone.

Its scary how you seem to still see my misery though everything I seem to put up.

Anyway I've just read one of the emails you've sent to me in the past and I realised how much I took for granted and that we've had been close friends before.
I suppose that's in the past already.

Anyhow, thanks for making my life so complicated and fake. I don't even know what's real anymore. And I've lost trust in everything and everyone. I regret for the fact that we were even friends though we went through great times together. At least I think so.

Ps/ I think I'll be updating more often 'cause it seems like nobody wants to listen, and even those that want to, I can't bring myself to pour things out to you. Sorry.