15 things.

1. I make lousy decisions.
2. I should stop feeling guilty about not treating others right. Because sometimes I don't feel treated right either.
3. I wanna cry.
4. I regret all decisions I've made in this year.
5. I'm getting emotional.
6. Public crying is embarrassing.
7. I've nobody to fall back on anymore.
8. Fuck myself.
9. I always screw up.
10. I wanna cry real badly now.
11. I should give up my life and let someone else have it.
12. I can't cherish.
13. I'm always unsatisfied.
14. Kill me please.
15. I've fucking damn bloody low self-esteem and need to be constantly reminded how I even made a difference at times.