Loss.

When you gain something, you'll lose something.

And vice-versa.

I don't know what I did wrong, but the friendships that I need the most always fail me when I've already tried to make them better.

I can never make things better. :(

Hopefully I'll always have someone to lean on to.

Because the one I've always depended on when I'm at my lowest has already left me, whether one wants to admit it or not.

I can feel it deep down, and I know you can too.