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Hi, I'm Zanelle and I'm just an ordinary girl going through the different phrases in life.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Burden.

I don't wanna be one no more. I don't want you to waste your time on me.

I've decided, I don't need you to keep those retarded promises for a dumb bread.
I just want you to do well.

This is the last lap, I don't want to regret.
I never want to.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

POOHBEAR! :)


I just think this is damn cute.
The only similarity is, I'm as fat as pooh. ;)
Teeheeheeheexsz.
(I don't know if its an honour or not to look like Pooh though.)

MLIA!

I just read MLIA and found out that hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the fear for long words! :D Hahaha its damn funny.

A few I saw today:

Today, I was watching a video of Dane Cook, in which video he called someone snarky. He paused - and follwed it up with : "Yeah, snarky. It's a word, Google it." Of course, I immediately paused the video, went on to Google, and typed in "snarky". The first definition that came up? Urbandictionary.com: "Snarky: A word that should be Googled to find the deifinition as per direction from Dane Cook." I laughed. MLIA.
(Omg I really went to search snarky and they gave me the same definition! :o)

At my work there's a door with a sign on it. The sign says "This is a door. Don't stand in front of the door. You could get hit with the door." I stood in front of the door. I got hit. MLIA.

LOL I laugh like machiam shit. MLIA makes me laugh. :D I can't believe there would even be signs on doors to tell you its a door ;) Heeheexsz.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Sickxsz.

My parents claim I got sick cause I wasn't sleeping enough. But I think I sleep alot lehxsz. :o Charlotte doesn't believe I wasn't putting on blusher the other day cause my cheeks damn pink. Aww I so proud of myself. :D

Anyway I think the fever killed like ten thousand of my brain cells already, never reach 40degrees I think I damn happy already. :) Had to go see the doctor and waited for like ages and ages. ): They don't care me one lor! :'(

Have mc until Thursday, means I don't need go school already lor, since Friday no school. :/ And I can't even study at home cause I'm easily distracted and sick people sure sleep whole day one. Okay I think my O levels very screwed already.

Ps/ Geokmin, if you ever see this, I'll return you your rexona tmrw! :D

Sunday, September 26, 2010

If you see this,

I just wanna tell you I'm sorry.
I don't want to treat you this way either, but I can't help it.
It hurts me even more to do this.

I just can't and never will be that girl you want me to be.
I'm sorry.
I'm guess I'm just not the one you're looking for.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Happy Anniversary! :D

Avoid somemore. :(


Happy unofficial ninth month. :)

This day is coming to an end, but I still want to say,
I'd never want this flame to die out and I love you.

(L)

To forgive is divine. :)

I hate how I’m a terrible friend. But sometimes I really love myself for being a not-that-terrible girlfriend. At least I felt I wasn't. :) Well, that’s just my take.

When I hear someone else complaining about their significant other, I feel quite comforted about how I’m not really that petty and all. But I must admit that I’m just like any other typical girl, yearning for affection and attention.

I don’t like how I can’t cheer people up but how I laugh so easily and fail to stay angry at someone. I’ll always end up feeling guilty or I’ll just put everything behind me because it isn’t a grudge I want to keep. Hating someone is tiring. But I do admit I always gossip and end up hurting many people, but sometimes I just can’t help it, cause I don’t think before I talk :x And I guess most girls do that.

I hope I’ll kick that bad habit away.

To those I’ve hurt/critisized/been mean to, this is my sincere apology to you. I’m sorry. I hope we can all graduate as a happy cohort. :D

Friday, September 24, 2010

Graduation Ceremonyyy! :D

Bumblebee. (L)

(Y)!
Branzann the six pointer. :(
Chaowang.
Rachel.
Jerome.
Andrew the 小爸爸.
Alexa.
Jolin.
Popo.
Benjamin Ong drew this in like 5 minutes. :o
Pinna.
Jaime the epic tall and always sehhh me.
Scholars.
Liyi the forever unglam girl with the contagious laughter and epic jokes. Suan-ing partner ftw.
Lynette, Charlotte. (both trying to be tall.)
SengPeiWenxsz.
Seeingthingz.
Joanne.
Team Synergy.
The damn fail pair aka my army.
The make-me-jealous guozhe and chunghungz.
Twins.
Twinbrain. :B
Mr Pah and my tablemates.
Charlotte Lim the hollowhead and obscene girl. (L)
Tablemates ftw.
Eyelash and unglam girl.
Tablemateees.
Bloop. Poop. Quack.
Oink. Meow. Moo.

Yay I love taking many peektures! :D
Can't upload all cause very lazy so just picked a few epic ones and those I don't look so unglam in. And also those people that I took many pictures with then I can choose choose abit. :)

Heeheehee.
I think I am a very happy girl nao.
It doesn't even feel like O levels at all. ;)

I AM A GENERAL HAHAHA.
Be afraid!

I think I'll miss the people in this school and all the entertainment I ever had. I don't think I'll forget those that ever made a difference. I think I'll cry. I hope we won't ever lose contact. :)
(L) Love yall! :D

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

O levels! :(

I need to stop blogging and using facebook already. I've got nobody to stalk already since everybody mugging. Not coolxsz at all. :(

I need to go bathe and lie on my comfortable bed. :)


I wish you'll see the big picture and realise that without me, nothing much would change for you anyway.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Procrastination kills. D:

Somebody please please please jio me out to study every single day excluding sundays. Please please please.

Motivate me to study. :( I see everybody so chiong but I'm not panicking. D: This sucks. Please make me study. Go library whoo I don't care. I just wanna have the study moooood. D:

Jio me jio me jio meeeee!! ^^

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Hidden agenda.

OINKMEOWMOO.
OINKMEOWMOO.
OINKMEOWMOO.
OINKMEOWMOO.
OINKMEOWMOO.
YAY! :D
I LOVE MY FAVOURITE WORDS.
Blooppoopquack can go die. (hah@geokmin)

I'll change.
I'll grow skinnier(fat hope) and learn to listen like a dog(woof!).

I'm freaking one week behind my study plan and still slacking omfg!! :(

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Heartwarming. ;)

I love morning text messages and good mornings. It feels like as though someone has already waken up earlier than you and is all out to brighten your day. :)

Anyway Charlotte, I really love the necklace a hell lot. ^^ Though it isn't really all that expensive, (and bought with a voucher) but the joy and surprise to receive it is priceless. (and you could have spent the voucher on smth else.) Normally I'll say, "hey i like this!" and start dancing with it, holding it in my hand again and again hoping its mine before walking away without buying it. But nobody would ever get back to buy that little smth for me. Ever. I love surprise gifts. (L) First time to get oneee. :D And it was so bloody unexpected, you're damn good at keeping secrets, yay! Love you! :D

I love the ukulele boy. Yay. He lightens my mood everytime 'somebody' decides to come along to ruin my day. Sweet/gay text messages makes me high too. Hahaha. Like husky's style. (hints.)

Whee I'm a happy girl (though super tired&sticky) because my Geog improved from a D7 to B4. Though most people improved, but aiyah! ^^ Happy can alr. Heeheexsz.

Off to batheee!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Split personalities.

I did a lil' studying today though I skipped a tuition :P But I didn't really the treatment I was promised at the end of the day. :/

Gah, my tongue keeps having this bitter taste no matter what I eat/drink. :( I've already stopped medications!! D: NOT HAPPY.

I need to know you'll always be there.
I need motivations.
I need to lose weight.
Shitxsz. :(

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Stomach Flu! D:

The doctor say stomach flu and food poisoning the sameeee. Idk why I always kana this kind of shit. I tell him I vomit 5 times, expecting to give me the "woah" expression but he just wrote it down. :/ I thought I could shock people lah sian. :(

My bones hurt, I vomit, diarrheoa and fever, then they just anyhow anyhow and charge me $47!! D: The medicine taste like dilute juicyfruit somemore.

Now I've to stay in bed for a couple of days with horrible medicines and ruin my already screwed study plan. Sigh. :(


Ps/ Sorry daddy, that I ruined your birthday celebration thatt was supposed to take place. I love you, though you'll never see this. :( Very sorryyy.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Massive self discipline!! :(

Needs self discipline to mug.
Please tell me if timetable's as per normal when school reopens? I don't like 4o'clock days. :(
I hope the study break will be longer for us, I think I need a month or more! A week's too pathetic, seriously. D:

Ps/ You're now my motivation to mug, cause you're plain awesome. (Y)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Smartypants :D

Yes, I’ve finally figured out that to blog, I’ve to type on microsoft word first and change all the colours I want or even highlight the words. J Then I’ll just paste in blogger and all the things will appear as I want it, except that the codings are really really complicated but who cares right! :D HEEHEE.

Now I just changed blogskin and I very happy girl now after spending hours editing alot of shit and finding stuffs hahahah.

Yes yes I think you can tell I happy right. J

Highlighting with yellow is so coolz. :D

hyped up!

MY BLOG CANNOT HAVE COLOURS ANYMORE AFTER I CHANGE LAPTOP I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I DAMN SAD ALREADY LAH.
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS.

But I love pooh and I love you. :D
(it just rhymes.)

Oh, and I need to start mugging.
Like now.

Friday, September 3, 2010

immensity.

I can't help this.
You're killing me on the inside.
It all still feels like yesterday that you gave up everything for me.

Please stop making me feel like everything was just a lie,
because it was all so beautiful. ;)