That pain with burning tears down my cheek.

I've decided. I officially suck at relationships with people no matter who the other is. I'm giving up on relationships, those that'll come will eventually be here. Those that can't perservere long enough or can't take it won't make it.

I know I sound like a bitch, but even if I'm gonna be lonely the rest of my fucking life, so be it.
All I need is my pillow and bolster to cry on every night.